Despite an investment of time and effort and a great deal of Charles's persuasive sweet-talking, in the end it had been for nothing. The mutant had listened to their pitch, but he'd been skeptical from the outset, and none of the answers they'd given to any of his questions had changed his mind. He'd thanked them politely and declined the CIA's offer just as politely, and gone on his way alone.

So now they were empty-handed for the second time in a row-- though at least the surly man in Toronto had done them the courtesy of telling them to fuck off right away, rather than let them waste an evening in his doubtlessly unpleasant company.

Still, it was a failure, and (Erik guessed) in an effort to avoid calling Moira to admit as much, Charles had announced that they were going out. Erik had protested that these outings were never as much fun as Charles promised they would be, but it made about as much difference as usual: that is to say, none at all. He found himself shepherded first to one bar and then another, and by the time he realized it was after midnight they were being shown to a corner booth in a little diner that smelled of coffee and fried things, "Runaround Sue" playing softly on the jukebox in the corner.

Erik shrugged out of his jacket before sliding into the bench, ordering a coffee with barely a glance at the waitress, studying the menu while Charles took five minutes to flirt his way into a cup of tea. When she'd gone, Erik glanced up to find Charles looking at him with the smug, all-knowing expression that had grown so annoyingly familiar over the past few weeks.

Emphasis on annoying-- Erik reminded himself that he had refused to let himself be charmed by Charles, especially when he was like this, tipsy and flushed with his shirt sleeves rolled up, grinning at Erik like they shared the best secret in the world.

There was no point in even noticing, Erik told himself sternly. Charles was like this with everyone.

But Charles kept grinning at him, and eventually Erik raised an eyebrow, his lips curling into a smirk even though he didn't know what could possibly be so amusing. "What?"

Date: 2013-12-09 02:40 am (UTC)
hopeagain: (smug)
From: [personal profile] hopeagain
How do you solve a problem like Erik Lehnsherr? Possessed of an innate charisma, he was undoubtedly difficult to resist, and even the slightest dip into the surfacemost thoughts swirling in that keen and calculating mind offered more than enough confirmation that his natural chemistry with Charles wasn't completely innocent. By all rights, they two really ought to have been tumbling into a bed a week ago, ought to be tumbling into a bed right now, all warm and dizzy and urgent, rather than skulking about a greasy diner at all hours of the night. Beneath Erik's exasperated attraction, however, lay a chaotic mind stitched tightly up in self-preservation, with a grip on his vulnerability so unyielding that even the slightest slip of a proverbial finger felt to Charles like a minor battle won, one more point on the board that would eventually lead them where they ought to be. It was a bit difficult to not be chuffed.

"Nothing," Charles replied, chin resting leisurely upon his upturned palm as he watched Erik across the table. Still smiling, he ducked a glance down to the menu-printed placement before him and then, with drunken impulsiveness, changed his mind and looked back up again, biting coyly against his bottom lip.

"It is, though, isn't it?" he asked, blue eyes glassy but sparkling with untempered delight. "The best secret in the world?"
Edited Date: 2013-12-09 04:20 am (UTC)

Date: 2013-12-10 04:52 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] hopeagain
"To say the least," Charles replied with a lazy chuckle, his smile gone softer a moment, more adoring at the overt acceptance of his telepathy, before he turned it upon their returning waitress. His warm hand fell to her downy forearm as she slid his tea cup across the Formica tabletop.

"Please tell me you've still got some pie left, love," he said, face unabashedly upturned, dreamy and guileless with the lingering effects of several glasses of exceedingly stellar scotch. The young woman, pretty and not a day over 18, tittered out a nervous little laugh as she nodded, a blush creeping up her neck.

"Brilliant," Charles replied, and smiled, a languid flash of white teeth. "A piece of cherry for me, and lemon meringue for my tart friend, here." He watched her go, craning his neck to appreciate the slide of her crisp cotton uniform across her ass, and then returned his focus to Erik.

"What?" Charles asked, unrepentant. "It was right there at the top—" He paused, reconsidering, and leaned forward to press the tip of his index finger between Erik's eyebrows. "Actually, more like right here," he corrected, sliding the fingertip until it rested over the crest of Erik's right eyebrow.

"You needn't be such an ascetic, you know," he continued as he sat back again, reaching for his tea. "You're allowed something sweet every once in awhile."

Date: 2013-12-10 10:36 pm (UTC)
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"That's bloody awful," Charles murmured of the tea, frowning briefly at the golden-brown liquid in his cup before setting it aside and taking up his fork instead. The pie was better, despite having likely been sitting beneath its glass dome for hours, and he swallowed his first bite with relish and sucked his fork clean before wagging it Erik's way.

"Not on principle, no, but because allowing yourself genuine pleasure makes you feel guilty," Charles countered with a brief upward hitch of one shoulder, and speared another bite of pie. He flicked a glance back up to Erik, expression fleetingly sobered, and tongued at a bit of cherry filling lingering at the corner of his mouth.

Date: 2013-12-11 03:30 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] hopeagain
After a handful of faltered seconds, Charles chuckled, a warm and throaty hum capping off the sound as he poked idly at what remained of his pie. When his gaze returned to Erik, it was steady but amused, curiosity and challenge lingering beneath the unflinching blue. He tilted his head, considering.

"Oh no, not a couch, darling. You could do with lying somewhere else, I think," he blithely answered, and then dropped his fork with a clank as their waitress returned, check in hand. Beaming a smile at her, Charles snatched the paper away before Erik could so much as fathom picking up the tab.

"You've been glorious, Amy, thank you," he told her, hunching invitingly forward over his folded forearms. "D'you really not get off until five? That's positively criminal."

Date: 2013-12-12 11:59 pm (UTC)
hopeagain: (we'll be naked together later)
From: [personal profile] hopeagain
Sober, Charles would have better heeded the clear signs—Practically neon, really—that said he ought to tread with more care, here. Typically he did, in fact: Tempering his smiles and touches to something more fleeting, his flirtatious nature under firm rein if only to ensure Erik's continued commitment to an already precarious alliance with himself and the CIA. They two weren't far enough along in this yet, to Charles' constant dismay; anything that allowed Erik to write the partnership off, to write Charles off, was counterproductive. Every moment Charles spent looking at or thinking about the man, impatience clamored in his hips and his heart like a bell, but he was keenly aware of the need for restraint.

Of course, he wasn't sober now, even if he wasn't entirely drunk, so all of that went rather out the window.

"Jealousy really doesn't suit you, Erik," Charles said now as he levered himself to his feet with surprising dexterity, fully aware that the knot of emotions and instincts warring in his friend could never, even on the most straight-forward of days, be labeled anything so simple as jealousy. He dropped a ten dollar bill on the tabletop, far more than their meager bill called for, and sauntered toward the exit, hands in the pockets of his slacks as if he were window shopping or out for an afternoon stroll.

Date: 2013-12-13 05:40 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] hopeagain
Charles' laugh was unrestrained, but he had the good grace to duck his head as he splayed a hand across his coy smile, dark hair drifting across electric blue eyes.

"That's certainly true," he allowed, having become intimately familiar with Erik's imagination and all of its twisted little rabbit holes. At the car he paused, leaning forward against the closed passenger side door to fix Erik in a compelling look across the sedan's roof.

"You can't possibly imagine what my undivided attention involves, love," he said, infuriating smile still firmly in place. "I doubt you'd ever recover."

Date: 2013-12-17 12:02 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] hopeagain
Instantly sobered, Charles physically started, head rearing swiftly back as if he'd been struck, eyes blinking his disbelief. Eyebrows drawing together, he briefly faltered, lips parted and stare unmoving. "Don't," he said without thinking, more exhalation than word, his expression soft and chastised like a child's.

Emotion welled suddenly within him, crested and ebbed, Charles drawing a shaky breath. Words rose to his throat and stuck there: I know all of you, all of the sharp and raw and raging parts of you, every hard, unyielding stone that rolls around the sweet vulnerability of your heart. I know your darkness and your fear, I make them my own, and I love you all the more for it. Look at me and see that.

Swallowing, he ducked his head instead, and blew out a sigh. To everything there is a season, and Erik was still lingering in the harsh chill of his winter.

Charles sat back, pushed a hand through his hair and peered out the window as they made the turn into the motel parking lot. "You make the mistake of assuming that because my attention may be elsewhere, it isn't always upon you," he said, and hefted open the door as the car rocked to a stop.
Edited Date: 2013-12-17 12:03 am (UTC)

Date: 2013-12-20 09:26 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] hopeagain
"Bit late to call her now," Charles replied as he stepped to the far side of the room and began peeling free layers of clothing. First the cardigan, tossed atop his bed with its cheap blanket stretched into military corners, now the long row of buttons on his dress shirt, pale fingers surprisingly deft at working each free. Nursing his wounds, he took particular care to give Erik his back, but found that his mind betrayed him with its petty itch to know whether his reprimand had found its mark. He nosed around the edges of Erik's thoughts like a curious puppy and then withdrew, uncertain whether he ought to feel gratified or patronized by the concession he discovered there.

Down now to his boxers, Charles turned to peer steadily at Erik over one freckled shoulder. "I'm going to have a shower," he said, face soft but otherwise unreadable.

The bathroom door was old, the wood swollen with the steam of hundreds of anonymous showers, coated with at least half a dozen layers of paint. It wedged open a good three inches and refused to close further. There was not much to see in the gap but a silhouette reflected in the tiny mirror above the sink, made more indistinct by a spreading film of tartly-scented steam, hard water and a thin slice of hotel soap that crept softly through the crack in the door to flavor the whole room.

Date: 2014-01-08 04:14 am (UTC)
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It would be so easy. Effortless, even, and standing there in his overheated skin, head swimming, it was the most natural thing in the world for Charles to imagine: Robe dropped to the floor as his body followed the inertia of his mind, climbing across stiff sheets to press Erik into the mattress with his mouth and hips.

And Christ, Erik wanted it, felt that same inescapable pull even as he lay there, focus doggedly upon the same passage, the words a litany, a mantra against the man wrapped up in terrycloth across the room. Charles closed his eyes, unconsciously mouthed the first line of the paragraph, and then drew a weary hand over his face with a sigh. He ought to have had a wank in the shower; he was half-hard now, and tugged the fabric of his robe closer as he moved toward his own bed, careful to keep his back turned as he disrobed down to his pyjama pants and slid between the sheets.

For a long moment he lay silent, listening to the soft rhythm of Erik's breathing and scrape of his fingers over pages.

"It isn't the same, you know," he said, speaking to the far wall, and then turned to fix Erik in a baldly vulnerable look, damp curls a riot against his pillow. "That girl, and you."